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Hahaha [10 Aug 2008|12:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So the roommate and I went bust. In a big way. Like, "get the fuck out of my life you crazy bitch"-throwing bottles through car windows kind of ways. Yeah, in the long run I'd guess I'd say it's a good thing. Admittedly, it wasn't her fault. I was in a really bad place and it was beginning to affect her life. On the plus side, I quit drinking, started medication and have cleaned up my act quite a bit. Well, a bit...A mutual acquaintance of ours came in last night and tried to say something about how we should make up because we're such good friends blah blah and how he talks to her and she wants to be friends...clearly he doesn't talk to her that much because if he did he would know that she wants nothing to do with me for the rest of our lives. Not that I'm in any mood to forgive her mostly because of the abominable things she said to my friends...
whatever, bitches are crazy...

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[08 Apr 2008|10:54am]
[ mood | bored ]

Art history is fascinating. Not:) Ha. I've got to monitor my bio project over convo hour, and then it's off to class and lab. Then after I get out of Biology lab at 6 I have to book it over to work and be there until 2AM or later. Awesome.
I hate Tuesdays and Thursdays!
On the plus side, I'm off to Las Vegas on Friday until Sunday. I fully expect to start drinking at the airport on Friday and not stop until I come back on Sunday, lol.

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[07 Apr 2008|06:43pm]
I have to say, all in all, despite the utter chaos that usually consumes my life, things aren't so bad. I've got a beautiful son, a good roommate and lots of friends. Though at times I feel like my life is hurtling out of control. My primary goal is to finish school so I can get out of this crap industry. Not quite sure why strippers are so f*cking stupid. See, as a stripper you're basically a depreciating asset, much like a car. One cannot depend on this job as a permanent career. Use the money you make now to make your life better. I've given myself until 6 months after I graduate. Hopefully I'll have a job by then.
It sometimes feel like I never get downtime. I want to be a normal twenty something and go out with my friends and do whatever. But now I've got someone else depending on me. God knows his dad doesn't pay child support etc. Ah well. It can always get worse. For some reason I don't have much of a work ethic. I never had to work that hard in school so now I'm struggling to step up like I should.
Blech.
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[06 Apr 2008|11:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

She knows that I don't want to hear anything about his life now but she seems to constantly bring him up. And if I don't want to hear about him, why on earth would you tell me that he's about to buy a house with his new girlfriend? That makes me feel good why? Oh yeah, it doesn't.
Ah well, fuck it. Who gives two shits anymore, I've got bigger problems than some dumb fucking guy.

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Hm [02 Apr 2008|09:40pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I don't know if it's the adoption thing or what but this need to feel loved is becoming self-destructive. I know I'm looking for it in the wrong places.
This is a bad path.

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PS. [22 Mar 2006|10:46am]
I want to say hi to all y'all: Molls, Mike, Connor, Dave...etc. Hope everything is going well. Stay in school, haha....*sigh*
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[22 Jan 2006|03:20pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Well, it was the expected reaction. But really, everyone, we're friends?
Night out with Karen: oh so delightful. She got piss drunk as per usual, loud,flirted with boys who had girlfriends and yelled random things at random strangers on the street. I stayed deliciously sober, cut her off and made her drink water when necessary. Drove back to Danny's and hung out for a bit. *sigh* Were college parties ever fun? It looked like a bunch of 14 year old hanging out, I felt so old. So weird.

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[11 Jan 2005|12:09am]
hi cass
you're a llama
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aha aha aha [10 Jan 2005|11:18pm]
broadwaybaby1465 (11:08:20 PM): jk so how is your house?
broadwaybaby1465 (11:08:26 PM): all nice and housy?
crzicat03 (11:08:36 PM): yup, still in one piece
broadwaybaby1465 (11:09:31 PM): thats good, no leaky pipes or snow damage or anything?
crzicat03 (11:09:55 PM): well, someone shot a cannon ball thru my room but other than that, nah
broadwaybaby1465 (11:11:17 PM): oh no! was it the feared Mequonian Pirates? Raiders of the seven seas of no water?
crzicat03 (11:11:43 PM): yes, those bastards
crzicat03 (11:12:16 PM): but i got revenge....
broadwaybaby1465 (11:12:45 PM): and how was that accomplished?
crzicat03 (11:13:44 PM): i stole their mascot....which is the dreaded thumb sized lemur of snarglepuss
broadwaybaby1465 (11:15:25 PM): rawhahahaha at last that have been vanquished but now you must travel to the dreded land of Milwalky to toss it in the vast of fried chicken lard
broadwaybaby1465 (11:15:36 PM): *vat
broadwaybaby1465 (11:15:47 PM): it is the only way to ensure their defeat
crzicat03 (11:16:26 PM): i was going to tame it....and make it a cokelemur....it could steal coke for me, and then i'd sell it for an exorbitant fee, split the money with it and then my lifestyle woudl be more profitable than the pirates so it would not want to return to them
broadwaybaby1465 (11:17:42 PM): hmmm, sounds like an excelent plan my friend as long as it does not come after my stash...I mean yes I have no coke...in my car...under the passanger seat...so don't look their because you will find nothing
crzicat03 (11:17:56 PM): ok
crzicat03 (11:18:06 PM): go hunt little coke lemur
crzicat03 (11:18:12 PM): i think i'll name it
broadwaybaby1465 (11:18:15 PM): noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
crzicat03 (11:18:17 PM): Bob smoot
broadwaybaby1465 (11:18:34 PM): Bob smoot McDoogle
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Meep! [28 Sep 2004|08:45am]
[ mood | pain ]

I hate Nick so much...I know hate is a strong word but he's such an asshole. He's a cancer on our team. He coxed the 8 today and hit 2 buoys. Then when we were docking he was behind so I went in front of him, which is totally acceptable. He screamed "where the fuck are you going?!" and so I yelled back "right in front of you, deal with it asshole"...Ok, so I'm not the best to deal with him. If he is ever in my boat I'm going to single him out and rip on him so badly. He tells Mariah she's a shitty rower and she's way better than him. She pulls her weight, but then, he's so fat no one could pull that amount of weight. Ugh.

So cold this morning...I could see my breath. THe sun was beautiful when it rose, it was all misty, reflecting red and gold with streaks of pink on the water.

I'm going to start Scheik's again...I need the quick money. I just hope I don't go insane from the lack of sleep. My insomnia senior year didn't do well for my sanity or health.

Muscle relaxants...mmmmm...before class? perhaps not a good idea, but i hurt so bad right now I want to cry.

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[10 May 2004|10:34pm]
THIS IS A SURVEY WITH A TWIST - YOU answer the questions about ME and send
it back to ME and ONLY ME. But FIRST, send a BLANK one to all your friends,
including ME, so they can return the favor to YOU. BE HONEST, they're really
cool to get back, you might find something you missed before.

1. My name:

2. Where did we meet?

3. Take a stab at my middle name:

4. How long have you known me?

5. When is the last time we saw each other?

6. Do I smoke?

7. Do I believe in God?

8. When you first saw me what was your impression?

9. Month of my Birthday?

10. Color hair?

11. Color eyes?

12. Do I have any siblings?

14. Have you ever been jealous of me?

15. What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors?

16. What's one of my favorite things to do indoors?

17. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?

18. What's my favorite type of music?

19. What is the best feature about me?

20. Am I shy or outgoing?

21. Would you say I am funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?

22. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?

23. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?

24. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, glam, nerdy,
snobby, or something else?

25. Have you ever seen me cry?

26. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?

27. Are my parents still together?

28. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me?
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Summerfest!!! [02 May 2004|06:14pm]
June:
24--The Darkness
Big Wu
Liz Phair
25--Moe.
Guster
Ben Folds
Rufus Wainwright
26--OAR
Tantric
27--Fountains of Wayne
Buckwheat Zydeco
Jason Mraz
28--Dark Star Orchestra
Femi Kuti
Angelique Kidjo
Drowning Pool
29--Cheap Trick
Burning Spear
Saliva
30--Gin Blossoms
Tesla
Styx
July:
1--Pete Frampton
Paul Oakenfold
Willy Porter
The Ataris
Damageplan
2--Talib Kweli
The Used
Dashboard Confessional
Switchfoot
Trapt
3--Medeski, Martin and Wood
The Roots
Taj Mahal
311
4--Jet
Fuel
Five for Fighting
These are the free concerts...Marcus Amphitheater include:
Prince, Blink 182, Nickelback with 3 Doors Down, John Mayer with Maroon 5, Crosby stills and Nash...
OH MY GOD FUCKING ROCK!!!
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[01 May 2004|11:23pm]
DO:
- you have a crush on someone: crush...I suppose, I mean I still have the infatuation thing with Micah, even though it's developed into more as well
- you wish you could live somewhere else: in an appartment
- you believe in online dating: if people were actually honest about who they were, how old they are and what they look like
- others find you attractive: Yeah I guess, I'm Asian, so i'll always have the guys (and girls) with Asian fetishes
- you want more piercings: definitely addicted to them
- you like cleaning: sometimes, when the mood strikes me
- you write in cursive or print: half and half, I first learned to write in cursive
FAVORITE:
- food: Oh god, all food really but I like mostly expensive food (oops)...salmon, calamari, rice...
- thing to do: be with my friends, cuddle and read
- thing to talk about: whatever strikes my fancy
- drinks: sierra mist, water, orange juice
- clothes: whatever makes me feel good
- movies: Vanilla Sky, Fight Club, Boondock Saints, Ferris Bueller's Day Off
- holiday: Christmas
HAVE YOU:
- ever cried over a girl: yes
- ever cried over a boy: yes
- ever been in a fist fight: I punched a kid, but it wasn't a fight per se, I jsut wanted him to get out of my seat on the bus
- ever been arrested: nope...suprisingly
WHAT
- shampoo do you use: currently, Thermasilk, usually Herbal Essences
- shoes do you wear: flip flops..yay!
- are you scared of: being alone
- number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 8
- number of people I consider my enemies: don't have any, suprisingly
FAVORITE:
- disney movie: Lion King or Little Mermaid
- word: queer, not in the homosexual sense
- nickname: Cat...for me, for others? little bunny foo foo, --- pants
- eye color: green or blue
- flower: rose
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
- pretty: depends on when it is, right now yes...i is so pretty
- funny: my ascerbic wit and witty repartee are quite amusing, thank you
- hot: sometimes
- friendly: for the most part
- amusing: I do stupid things, so yes
- ugly: sometimes
- loveable: when I'm not being a bitch, which is rarely
- caring: depends on who or what I guess, not particularly
- sweet: no
- dorky: yes
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet – plastic, cheap, empty
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily – claddaugh ring from Michael, amythest earrings
[ x ] Pillow cover – pink, cotton
[ x ] Underwear – blue
[ x ] Favorite shirt – ummm, depends, I've gotten some awesome shirts lately
[ x ] Perfume/cologne – CK1, aqua digio, hollister, clinique happy, abercrombie, chrome
[ x ] CD in stereo right now – mix
[ x ] What you are wearing now – gap jeans, bise moi tee shirt, dangly star earrings
[ x ] In my mouth – teeth, tongue, your mom
[ x ] In my head – a headache...something like a herd of elephants
[ x ] Wishing – Micah was here
[ x ] After this – sleeping
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – school ending, moving in with Micah...working
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood – yeah
[ x ] Do you believe in love – I do
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven – ummm, depends on what sense...
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die – cremated and then sprinkled in the Mediterranean
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – a thumb sized lemur
[ x ] What's your favorite coin – half dollar, Euros?
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[01 May 2004|11:03pm]
WHAT...
Makes you smile? Seeing people who make me happy, remembering good times, appreciating the little things, something particularly aesthetic
Makes you laugh? Mike, Dave, Giancarlo, Carlie...funny people, funny phrases (i.e. "Yeah, sex fiend for cock!", "do you have a mirror?"
Makes you mad? stupid people, bigots, hypocrites, stupidity of the system
Makes you jealous? really hot people, thinking of someone with the people I love...because I do love two people at the same time
Ruins a good day? school
Bores you? School!
WHO...
Gets on your nerves? I guess most people at some point in time...everyone has burnouts
Makes you smile? my friends, Micah, Michael...etc
Makes you cry? people I love
Makes you happy you're alive? Micah, Michael...
Turns you on? Everyone...ahahah...ummm, I kind of joking
Makes you shy? people that clearly think they're superior
WHY...
Do you think people smoke? addiction, great way to meet people, something to do, oral fixation, to piss of non-smokers
Do you think people flirt? cuz it's fun, it fulfills the need to reassure yourself that you're attractive and it's a good way to show that you're interested in someone
Are you shy? I'm not generally
WHERE...
Do you go to cry? wherever I happen to be at the time I feel like crying
Do you go to vent? to various friends, Jack, Micah a lot
Do you go to chill? where my friends happen to be
Is your favorite resting spot? in bed, wrapped around my teddy bear aka Micah
Do you go when you need to clear your mind? a walk with a smoke
Do you go for help? friends, or whoever is most appropriate for the help I need at that time
WHEN...
Do you think about your life the most? lately, a lot, whenever
Do you feel the worst during the day? Waking up at 5:00 knowing I have to go to practice in a half hour!! or when I feel alone
Do you feel the best during the day? when I'm cuddling with something
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ho hum pigs bum [01 May 2004|11:00pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Sufficiently annoyed with people to go home at 12:00 on a Saturday night. No, I'm actually really burnt out from this week; double practices for crew Mon, Wed and Fri, projects, papers and tests...yeah, not fun. Oh well, such is the life of a student. The key is; doesn't matter if you think life is fucked up, you're stressed or depressed you just have to suck it up and do what needs to be done. Not even all the way, just half-ass it enough to get it sufficiently accomplished. Mind over matter...
I hate hypocrites; people who say they do something but then do the antithesis of that...Not to be a bitch cuz I'm sure I do it at times, but not fundamental things that you praise yourself for doing.
On the awesome side, I got new shoes, shirt and earrings and cologne. God I love new things, even though that's shallow and materialistic. I can indulge once in awhile yes?
I like grass...
....do you have a mirror?
I like spending time with Mike and Karen!!
9:45 am practice tomorrow...I wish I could have gone to see Kim, it would be a nice break from all this:-D

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Micah asleep in my bed... [07 Apr 2004|08:41am]
[ mood | blah ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:"hasn't been issued a woman, not even one. He doesn't rate"

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
the microwave/refridgerator thingy
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
Zoolander
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
9:45
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
9:34
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
the sounds of cars driving by and birds
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
walking back from sending jack off after getting the fuckin boot taken off
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
My hotmail account
9: what are you wearing?:
red t shirt, red hello kitty sweatshirt, jeans, no shoes, red underwear and a tan bra. Wow, lots of red
10: Did you dream last night?:
not really
11: When did you last laugh?:
Uhhh, sometime last night because there were a lot of funny things said in addition to watching Zoolander
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:a bunch of hot men that my roomies cut out from Abercrombie bags
13: Seen anything weird lately?:
nope
14: What do you think of this quiz?:
very cool and interesting
15: What is the last film you saw?:
In theaters, Mystic River, last night I watched Zoolander
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
An apartment. I'd pay for my schooling, live in an apartment here in MN instead of going home and get an Audi TT Roadster, oh and donate to the WBC in Quito..and take myfriends on shopping sprees
17:tell me something about yourself that I don't know: I am afraid of natural bodies of water, which is why I do crew. hahaha
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
eliminate the need for money
19: Do you like to dance?:
yeah! I love to dance, all kinds of dancing...from swing to ghetto..mmm hmm girlfriend
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nut case or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
I plead the fifth
21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
boo
21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
pumpkin
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
I will, someday

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[04 Feb 2004|08:21am]
You represent... desire.
You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.


What feeling do you represent?
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[01 Feb 2004|01:22pm]
burning
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."


The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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My love for Orlando knows no bounds! [29 Jan 2004|02:30pm]

Congrats! you will marry will turner


who (from pirates of the caribbean) are you supposed to marry (for girls) clh
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Yeah well...:-P? [27 Jan 2004|07:04pm]
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